tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-57909722011-07-08T17:53:41.228+08:00All the on-goings in my miserable life..How to Orderhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/04919257745422720857noreply@blogger.comBlogger3611100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-5790972.post-80832376658289495932009-09-17T15:49:00.003+08:002009-09-17T16:41:10.134+08:00

time for an update!bought tommie a diana f+ snow cat edition with instant back for his birthday.had it sent from HK.so i am nice and broke now.for y'all who is as clueless as i was, it's an instant camera (it only becomes instant when you use the add-on, else it's just a regular toy lomo film camera) that uses fuji's 'polaroid'. popular little gadget with camera and lomo fanatics, now that

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Letters to the people I knowDear Evelyn,I had fun on saturday, I hope we can meet more often, like every week. I've missed you. See you soon.Dear ChrizThanks for your crazy parties, and sorry I haven't been attending all of them. I don't have the stomach for so much mad fun like you do.Dear XueI like it when we sit, eat and chat. Recently, the conversation became quite prickly, but I hope that

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i typed a 'things i regret' list.it included eve, v, the JJG, the sisters, wala gang and a whole buncha other stuff.then i thought: 'what the fuck' and i deleted ithere's my entry now.bite me.

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met mardi and kelly for dinner last night. tom yum soup is yums. when is tommie gonna bring me to far east long queue jap??busy busy til school starts. friday night massage and dinner with girlies, saturday butter with chums (again i know).forced myself to release the book last night so that i can get some sleep. knowing me, i'll finish it in a flash. not good, need to prolong this as much as i

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i'm pulling a bella on 10 June this year.

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Thomas said that Panda turned into a moth and came back for visit last night.Tears of sadness in my pillow.

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Written on Day Three, 16 April 2009, Thursday late at nightI havent had a proper night's sleep since the fourteenth, neither did thomas. Peanut keeps mewing at night, often looking lonely and bored. We know he knows his brother is gone. The first night i was so tired i fell asleep after a while, but my mind woke up numerous times throughout the night, each time thinking and missing Panda. The

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In July 2008, Thomas and I brought home a little pair of kittens. They were a tiny couple...white and black all over. One was dirty-faced, the other had big eyes, a clean bright face and two black patches on his head. They were named Peanut (because he looked like he had peanut butter smeared on his face permanently) and Panda.They were rescued from a mad house where a lady kept and neglected

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ok.fine.let me get it all out there.this is long overdue.i'm sure everyone is just waiting for this.waiting for me to open my g'damn mouth.here it is.i miss evelyn.ok? happy now?when are we gonna go back to where we were?this revelation comes cause i am so bored outta my wits now.and everytime this happens, or frequent times when my mind wanders, i think of what we could be doing at that

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happy day 10 of new year everyone!some might have heard of my brush with 4D 3rd prize..haiz..last night i looked out the window and i thought the next block was on fire.there was a bright orange light outside and i rushed over to see what's going on...turns out, an ah peh and amah was burning joss papers. on the road. below my aircon unit. when there's a perfectly fine joss bin 5 metres away.they

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happened to come across zhang jingna's facebook and took a peek.she's 20, she's singaporean (or brought up in singapore at least), studied in RGS.i must sayshe.takes.GREAT.pictures.awards, travelling for shoots, coffee table book.i wish tommie becomes this great too.i wish she was my friend.perm links at the side of my blog page. my new envy-worthy 'what if' daydream.

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i am 45kg too fat.happy new year!if we going club tomorrow, imma burn some jiggly wigglies off!

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i cant believe it, i am such a fool.when the gf is away, the bf will drink, flirt and smoke away!

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had half a happy post which i did a week ago, that's going down the drain.here's something cryptic and unpleasant.i remember i used to promise myself that i wouldnt be like them.i would be one of the cool ones. those that are ok with anything. i used to tsk others who were less forgiving.something changed, something changed me. it was a good thing, well up till now.is it me? am i turning into a

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in today's post, i'm gonna talk about luck.yes, good luck, bad luck, whatever luck.recently ive been spotting some lucky streak, it's waning though, but nevermind.went prawning with er some time back, i think thats when it all started.at a certain prawning place (i shall not name names, in case they want their money back!),the damn bangladeshi workers like to oogle at girls, needless to say, not

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so many so many things running through my mind that i must tell all of you,i feel i better scribble them down fast or i lost what little 'RAM' i have.1. my brother is a wreck2. i want a wabbit or a kitty kat3. bad habits is a good movie (about anorexia, dieting, misleading faith)4. (damn i forgot what i wanted to jot down already)5. i want a moleskine / good pen6. i need a massage7. dion will

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wowee what an eventful day (2 half days, to be exact!)woke up and went for pepper lunch with tomiemie, i like their bolognaise pasta. (actually i like all bolognaise pastas, 'cept for breko's, i just remove the mooshy celery)then it was off to hatha yoga lesson with kelly the pretty girl with a really good haircuti was quite pissed cause i asked the true yoga girl to book the pilates (kyan

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met up with shan a few days back, had dinner (at subway, goodness, i never thought i would).shared some laughs over life and about boyfriends..she teased me..hahathen i met shan (again) with qhong..qhong went to get her tat touched up.nasty stuff, could see her sweating..i wanted to ask her to do some mos breathing. ha.well, will post up my bangkokkok pictures soon i hope (bangkokkok, as i call

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i'm missing peoplei'm missing my friendsi'm missing evieand i'm missing shancan we go back to almost where we were?we've a lot to catch up onand i'm missing you

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its been a long timewent to genting, won rm700 on the first daylost rm700 on the second dayat least i didnt lose my own moneybought shoes, some other knick knackswent kelongit was the slumpsno running showers, the electricity goes off at certain timesbunk beds in an open spacewhen you pee in the 'loo', you can see the fishes at the bottomcause everything goes into the sea, there's no flushi saw a

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bye guys! im off to genting in a coupla hours.wish me luck at the tables, but most of all, pray for me that the bus gets there and back in one piece.i'll miss ya

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went bowling with mas...first round i lost to him, quite lousy cause i bowled kosong many many times.the person who lost had to suffer a penalty. ha, too bad for me.i think the score was 50+ to his 70+?second round, i needed to warm up!but unfortunately, i scored zilch for the first 2 bowls. how is that possible?!but then, i started to warm up...8s and 9s per hit. yay! i scored 2 spares!of course

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i think i'm heading towards a downward spiral, now that i'm (at this moment, happily) unemployed.i wake up, eat, do my couch potato thing, and spend the evening with mas. i dont know if he's gonna get tired of me or vice versa soon.i'm a useless bum. i really am.i dont want to find a job, because i dont know what i want to do. and it doesnt help that everyone is pushing me to get an idea

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he's a geek whenhe says 'awesome!' all the timehe cant sleep without watching anime or reading some mangahe wears his silly glasseshis mom calls him a fussypot, and he actually ishe watches horrible art filmshe listens to indie-electro-dance-hiphop-popsongmix thingiehe never watches OC or Smallvillei found my very own Seth Cohen

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poor people are perverts,rich people are eccentric.that's the lesson learnt yesterday.

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i cut my hair and dyed it red (again!)now i'm waiting for the magic of aimless days to take over and im home freepart-time studies, i promise i will work hard......not to neglect my social lifegawd its wonderful to have nice parents,who dote on you and do nice things for you.if only i could pretend to be the furniture and bask in the borrowed love all day.i hope weekends never endcheers y'all

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no walls, i tell myself.no walls.But I do Love you - Leann RimesI don't like to be alone in the nightAnd I don't like to hear i'm wrong when i'm rightAnd I don't like to have the rain on my shoesBut i do love youI don't like to see the sky painted grayAnd I don't like when nothing's going my wayAnd I don't like to be the one with the bluesBut I do love youLove everything about the way you're

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koh samui june, june koh samuibudget travel, i.e. walk up, crawl back, hitch rides in betweenwho's up for it?

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This is how i feel right nowExcerpt from Realise by Colbie CaillatI can't spell it out for you,No it's never gonna be that simpleIf you just realize what I just realized,Then we'd be perfect for each otherAnd will never find anotherJust realize what I just realizedWe'd never have to wonder ifWe missed out on each other now.

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This is where I was angry at work.It happens you know.

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i'm going to sleep in a while, no more bad dreams, i hope.tomorrow's another day, and a date with my boy.

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ive been having nightmares for a couple of nights now,and i dont know what is haunting me.perhaps it's work? im guessing so.first night was a weird dream that involved shooting stars-turned-meteorites falling from the sky and destroying ang mo kio.last night, it got worse. i actually dreamt i was in my bathroom, and i was smiling into the mirror, just that the reflection wasnt smiling back.i

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if only spontaneous combustion were possible.drugged.she asked "does your heart beat faster when you see him?"now i know

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never done 'one-step-at-a-time' before,somehow it feels right.

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The Way We Get By by SpoonWe get high in backseats of carsWe break into mobile homesWe go to sleep to shake you upNever wake up on our ownThat's the way we get by it's theWe go out in stormy weatherWe rarely practice discernWe make love to Some Weird SinWe seek out the taciturnThat's the way we get byWe found a new kinda dance in a magazineTry it out, it's like nothin' you've ever seenYou sweet

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i realise that i cannot do it.my gawd, for the first time, i suck at this.control yourself girl..

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suddenly i realise i'm letting my guard down real low this time.and those who's been around may have sensed something different.but i wonder if i've been too quick to judge?maybe it isnt a good idea after all.the walls are closing in once again.and i feel better already.

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i quit.yes i did. yes i did.grinning like a Cheshire.yes i am. yes i am.holidays with loved ones.yes i will. yes i will.i am free. (in 2 months)

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Happy Birthday.You've got me all wrong by Dios Malos You got me all wrongYou left me under waterTo tumble and fallSo many years agoYou got me all wrongYou got me all wrongYou wandered awayWithout which I am nothingMuch more than I can say

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Why have we come to this.Vindicated by Dashboard ConfessionalHope dangles on a stringLike slow spinning redemptionWinding in and winding outThe shine of it has caught my eyeAnd roped me inSo mesmerizing, so hypnotizingI am captivatedI am VindicatedI am selfishI am wrongI am rightI swear I'm rightI swear I knew it all alongAnd I am flawedBut I am cleaning up so wellI am seeing in me now the things

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My current mood for a while now. Slow beats, sad violin.This is for you, where ever you are.Eastern Glow by The Album LeafOne by oneWe force ourselvesTurn it onIt comes in wavesTry to findMaybe this timeDon't turn your headit's easy to forget how we wereOnce insideWe've made it hereWe struggle with the lightsThey never go awayWhat have we learnedIt's the same old thingsThat drive us hereAnd never

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this song has been lying in my mp3 player for some time now...Eve the Apple of my Eye by BELL X1You left it, I sent itI want it backYou left it, I sent itI want it backIf I had you here, I'd clip your wingsSnap you up and leave you sprawling on my pinThis plan of mine is oh so very lameCan't you see the grass is greener where it rainsYou left, I died,I went and you criedYou came, I thinkBut I

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Cartwheels by Reindeer SectionMy wounds are nicely salted dearI never got to thank you rightI was finished way before I could seeQuite what you had in mind for meI'm doing cartwheelsNow the pessimism in me yawnsAs I'm pissing on their perfect front lawnsA voice calls out behind my backand i take off into the groundsI'm doing cartwheelsIt'll all tie me up into knotsI didn't mean to speak out of

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spent the night talking and cracking each other upbut the best part was a great big hug from ky at the endmakes everything seem ok

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oh my gawd, kyan is such a darling, he's practically saved me from ultimate boredom.now i just gotta concentrate on not getting screwed by boss.i cant take it anymore. i need a job as a kopi-soh.dont make me wear pink ky.

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are we playing the 'confused' game?i want out.i need a sign. give me a sign.a big one.

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1. beijing-sunburnt hands and fond memories2. can't you see i was put in this world to watch over you, like how you are for him3. crazy tension and amazing body language

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gonna be in beijing this month..12th march - 19th march.and i still havent planned and organized what we're supposed to do there.if we come back empty handed or one photo less, i'm screwed. yay.and i cant stop thinking about the nooka. thanks thomas, look what you've gotten me into.maybe i'll go buy it later. grrr.

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they told me, and all i said was 'no comment' and 'i don't know anything'. which is the truth, and it seems like i'm telling myself. assuring myself that this has nothing to do with me.but somehow, the stabbing feelings remain, and each time, i push it to the back of my mind, knowing that it will resurface again. but also, each time, the hurt will get lesser and lesser, until one day, i dont know

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what do you do when someone who's perfect for you is taken away?and that someone plans a series of letters, to be sent after he dies, to slowly help you overcome your grief and get back on your feet. he knows you like the back of his hand and anticipates your every move.watched ps i love you. now considered one of my favourite shows. i was sobbing quite pitifully, i must say.i feel that this

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quote"don't bother asking the rest, she's the only one with the right notion about love."this is war, and we all love a good battle, don't we?

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yesterday we played mj, the very first game, i maxed out and won. thanks dad.but after that, it was kinda downhill all the way, i lost all my winnings and more. but i kept on playing. er maxed out twice and she was really happy about it. haha. it was finally her night, or so she thought.at the start of the second round, i was so tired that i was dozing throughout the game, opening my eyes only

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who is hotter? hayden christensen or rachel bilson?http://taylorsentertainmentnews.com/index.php/2008/01/08/rachel-bilson-and-hayden-christensen-are-so-cute-together/love jumper. just wished they'd spend more screen time on the scene where they're crawling in each others' skin. white-hot.love scruffy guys.

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many lives have i affected. many lives will i affect.spending the day with Jumper today, very good.i bet kyan will be able to entertain me, just being the way he is.as long as they dont hit the subject that i'm unconfortable with.happy val's day to all. the guys in my office not gentleman one lah. no flowers, at least buy me twix chocolate right...so many bozos carrying flowers around today. male

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every sunday i sit aloneand GOD comes and sits beside mehe asks me 'why so sad?'and i tell him my story.'why is living such a difficult task? i need you to help me'he smiles and says'i am.'so i'm hanging on my last thread of willpower bestowed upon me.why cant i save all those whom i love.take me away, maybe today, maybe tomorrow.will i see you again? i certainly hope so my friend.every night i

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does anyone know i am drowning in all the problems lain on me?there are so many matters of the heart that i cant breathe.so much so that i've given up. no strings for me please. no attachments.let me do what i want. let me crouch in a corner, let me laugh out loud.all i can take. all except your seeming betrayal. to me or to yourself i dont know.dear GOD, it is my fault. i couldnt prevent this, i

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i've been wanting to share this, i really must pen down this dream that i had a few weeks ago..very amusing..dreamit was joel's younger sis' bday, yes in my dream, joel has a younger sis, i dunno why..and jermaine was still in the states, which ever part it is. so i was part of the mass sent invites, and i decided to turn up with a few friends.before i continue, let me just say i dont know why i

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first it was braces, now i'm gg for lasik next week.yes, next week. just went for an appt check up and the girl was trying to get me to schedule for monday or something. but no lah, i'm gg on saturday. nervous.the procedure will take all of a few minutes, but it sounds scary enough.first the doc will put some numbing eyedrop to prevent blinking, then he'll place a metal thing on my eyeball and

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LOL you know my phone lost its vibration way back, prob 1/2 mth ago?i read online that the cure was to smack it hard to get it back. i tried and failed many times. only manage to get the vib for a few seconds. makes me irritated not to be able to feel the phone ring.guess what?was chatting to my friend about the new iphones and i got fed up and slammed the phone on the table so hard, my

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to all interested iphone buyers, especially my friends..this is an update, i dont know if you guys know this, but just in case lah. dont want you to waste your money..when purchasing, pls check that what you are buying is an old model of the phone. take a look at the serial number on the box. mine is 7R737, the 4th and 5th numbers represent the week it was produced, thus mine is week 37. apple

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this is how much of a pain i go through just to give my family member a gift. this is how a pain in the arse my dad is.i left him a gift on his table, i.e the table that only he uses, and with it a note that said "Merry belated Christmas. Hui Juan".this morn i woke up and wati came to me and said "your dad said you didnt put a name to the gift, so who is it for?" grr. as if i would leave a gift

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wtf. i am pissed. this is not fair.

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last night was the night my bro got locked out of the house.today is gonna be the day i put braces on. i want my mummy.

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darn iphone. vibration aint working.anyway my sis is selling new iphones. msg me if u thinking of buying k.braces are gonna be in tomorrow. ouch.

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suddenly i feel like going clubbing.i'm waiting for the 'plush tonight?' msgs to come in.anyone wanna invite me? i'll throw in a hot girl - EvieLOL

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well i finally got my bad tooth fixed, or should i say, removed.along with 2 other prefectly good ones.'why', you ask? one wordbraces.therefore, 3 gone today, 2 on saturday and braces on tuesday.it feels like gaping holes were carved out of me mouth, and i was punched in the jaw.thank goodness the process didnt hurt though. just the sore after effect.

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为什么面包比咖啡叽喳? (highlight to see answer)因为Bread Talk, Kopi Tiam.

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i've gotten a super early christmas present today.an iphone.oh my gawd.now i get my wish; pda, ipod, the works.congratulations, and celebrations!

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yesterday was superb. guess where i was at?pasar malam.you know, now that we're of a certain age, we feel that the games at the pasar malam are so embarrassingly passe, and we wouldnt be caught dead near them?now imagine you had loads of money (in comparison to silly games that cost $2-$3 a pop), loads of time, and not much places to spend it on?cant imagine? well then, say hello to my sis.cyn

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friday was a good night, bbq at east coast with the girlies.as usual, took some cheesy photos (i'm starting to get an adverse reaction to photo-taking). apparently we aren't as coordinated as we hoped to be. all we wanted was a photo of everyone in a kissy pose. didnt happen for at least 10 tries. Thanks kayan(sic) for the endless timer setting on the digicam. eve and i was actually very hungry,

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The greatest destroyer of peace today is abortion.It is war against child, a direct killing of innocent child, a murder by mother herself.If we accept that mother can kill even her own child how can we tell others not to kill one anotherMother Teresa

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it was kind of a weird weekendwent with my mom on saturday to do her eyebrows, then to sbucks to look for ms evie. i actually forgot about collecting the jacket back until it was 8pm and i reached hv. so we went over to wala, and out of the bunch, at least joel looked friendly. ha.nuggets and seaweed chicken, and i swear i'm gonna stop reading inboxes and sent folders. really.on sunday, we went

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this sms conversation happened today. what you see is wholesale from beginning to end. no edits.Vinod: 8p.m wala tomw 4got your bf hp number..HuiJuan: Huh?Vinod: Charms will pass him the coat. Tell him to be there.HuiJuan: I have no idea what you're talking about. You better speak to him yourself. Will send you his number.*contact sent*Vinod: No thanksVinod: Juz tell him wala at 8. Hell

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"Real Fact" #42 by SNAPPLEFrogs can't swallow with their eyes openthey're also are having this contest, where the winner gets 2 tickets to New York.whoopee.

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guess who's gotten a pay raise (again?)

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went to PS yesterday and i spotted some gifts for my bosses. a name bean for pat, and a mug for st. it says 'A team effort is a lot of people doing what I say!' LOL. was funny, so i bought it.gonna go eat and pick up Magical Amah today from the hospital. feeling kinda nervous cause i have to actually drive there and back. not good."i don't skinny dip, i chunky dunk"

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everything i said, i just repeated what i hear.no point getting upset with me.cause i didnt make any thing up.those who still consider me a friend, i thank you.however i might be clueless as to who those are.things have come to a point that i dont know who is who anymore.or as someone put out, which friend belongs to who.along the way, friends are lost.i'm just glad evelyn is back in sg. muacks.

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cant shake the feeling that i was at a recital.that was a silly move. silly me. tsk. that'll be the last.so again, i heard that jac and jermaine (and who knows who else) didnt really treat me as a friend. hokay. anyone wanna claim credit or deny that?round and round it goes, where it stops nobody knows.and the conclusion is that V and i are no longer friends.bravo. its time that happened.acid

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tomorrow might be the last day of my leavewhere did all my time go man?!that was FAST.evie are you back in SG?i miss yoou.

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Maybe I'm Amazedby JemAlbum: Music from the OC: Mix 2 (2004) Maybe I'm amazed at the way you love me all the timeMaybe I'm afraid of the way I love youMaybe I'm amazed at the way you pulled me out of timeand hung me on a lineMaybe I'm amazed at the way I really need youMaybe I'm a girl and maybe I'm a lonely girlwho's in the middle of somethingthat she doesn't really understandMaybe I'm a girl

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evelyn i miss you.faster come back ok.dont die in new zealand ok, thank you.

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hi there,i guess this is it.closure.i'll learn to live life without you.thank you for all you've given me.记得谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口 过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后 我们都忘了这条路走了多久心中是清楚的有一天有一天都会停的 让时间说真话虽然我也害怕在天黑了以后我们都不知道会不会有遗憾 谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我以前的一句是我们以后的伤口 过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后 我们都累了却没办法往回走两颗心都迷惑怎么说怎么说都没有救 亲爱的为什么也许你也不懂两个相爱的人等对方先说找分开的理由 谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空走的太远 终于走到分岔路的路口是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

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this is the first and last time i'll voluntarily let someone make use of meyou read my blogand you have the cheek to msn me and say 'i never make use of you'and then arrange to meet me, obviously to get my namecard for your stinking project.you see me, asked me for the card, never said another word to me, and left.take my namecard, keep it.call me when you feel up to itand maybe i'll answerenjoy

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CAN'T WAIT TIL NEXT FRIDAAAAAAAAAY!Friday - go with C to cut hairSaturday - relak lah!Sunday - visit grandma, eat nice food, go churchMonday - worry if office gonna call meTuesday - go crazy with freedomWednesday - dread going back to work tomorrowi should take more leave man.met evie yesterday at westmall mos burgershe was laughing at my old blog postsand she's glad that she found her devianart

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today i feel lighteri feel betteri feel happieri feel great!

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what does it take for someone to replace a photo of a personi admit that i dont like to take photosyk didnt have much photos of usbut i bet he had somei saw his phone todaythe wallpaper was of someonesomeone not meand i was stunnedthat was fastit was a photo of his exand he admits that he has feelings for heri guess i was just the commercial break in between huhlucky mei just took a showerand i

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it was 19 June 20079 days after my birthdayless than 3 months laterit is now 11 September 2007in a brief second, i saw something that erased the best moments in my lifei now understand that it is time to return his keysand get on with my life.i've been made fortune's fooland i guess i've been washed away by the beer and alcohol.how easy, i should give it a try.the best moments in my life. numb

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life is full of surprisesi've heard things that were said about methings that i dont believe is truemaybe thats how the person sees meit stings abitbut thats in the past now.i'm comfortable nowwhere i amhaving some peaceful dayswhich i likejust want to hang around and chill all daywish everyday was a weekendit doesnt come soon enough.vinod,keeping your distance does not mean disappearbut if it

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Love is friendship on fire.

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ok fine, thank you fat lady. stop bugging my conscience.but now i dont know if i shouldve asked you for that favour in the first place. haha.i am so hungry now, i want to run to the malay chicken rice stall.been eating very unhealthy these few days, McD, KFC, Rocky's pizza, chicken rice, duck rice. gawd i bet you feel fat thinking of what i've been eating.ratatouille today. yay!i miss blueberry

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lots of things have been happeningand i'm not gonna list it herea blog is a public diaryand i dont intend to publicize thisto you,if you squeeze, i'll suffocate and dieif you let me go, i'd have the choice to returnto you,things are a mess nowi am confusedyes, even i dont know what i wantmaybe i dont want what i wantmaybe i do, i dont knoweve,yes, laughfor a long time sincedrama is pursuing my

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Plain White T'sHey there Delilah what's it like in New York CityI'm a thousand miles away but girl tonight you look so prettyYes you doTimes Square can't shine as bright as youI swear it's trueHey there Delilah don't you worry about the distanceI'm right there if you get lonely, give this song another listenClose your eyesListen to my voice it's my disguiseI'm by your sideOh, it's what you do to

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We shall fight thee, thou shall never win.-Class of 4e3, Year 2001Remember this?

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imma getting my pay later. yippee right? not.ive calculated, and i'm broke already. yippee.anyway i saw TMX at HV sbucks a couple days ago, he was with his gf.TMX as in Tan Mao Xin. lol. good ol' days.one more thing, i really really dont like my medicine.usually i'm ok with meds. but this time, i really dont feel like taking them.doesnt look like i'm getting any better anyway.yep, i think i'll

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High on Cough Syrup.hee hee!

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coooooooookie.thinking of subway's m&m cookie.paaaasta.my fav.suuushi.very long never eat liao.moooooovie!withdrawal symptoms. guess what? 2 good shows are out today.but i really needa get home early to rest.got a long day ahead tomorrow. food tour. yumm.had a bad dream last night, even though the cough syrup K.O-ed me.dreamt that i was speaking to an ex-gf again, and wanted to add her on msn.but

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my very first deckthis is gonna be goodi hope when the fat lady decides to sing, she's on my side.you gotta love love.

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that's all that's needed to take our breath away

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hey fat ladyi'm waiting for you to come out and sing

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even if its just a small window of opportunityi finally am able to take a breakwith no worries if i'm gonna be buried under workthe whole year, and this will be the only "stress-free" timei love love love20 Sept - 25 Septi can choosenow all i have to do is plan the vacation i always wantedwho cares if i'm going alone?! (yeah ok, i do care, but heck!)

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